As I go through every other event in my daily life, I realized I slowly formed this habit of being conscious about everything I do. Slowly, I would always ask myself "What will Jesus think if I do this?", "If Jesus were in my shoes, what would He do?". I feel like it is something I want to thank God for, it really showed me that I stepped into a new phase in my walk with God.
Recently I got to make this decision for something that I didn't expect. At least not so soon. I was asked to pray and think about it and then make a decision. This was on Saturday before service. Then throughout the entire service, I felt like the entire sermon was written specially for me. Pastor Kong preached about putting things aside and living your life 100% for God, giving the example of Mary and the expensive oil that she poured at Jesus' feet.
At the end of the whole service I felt God spoke to me, He told me "Just do it!". If He has given me something great, it means that I am going into another level in my walk with Him too, which is what I want. Just like what I learnt in this week's Coffee With Kong, if God has called you to do something great, He will also provide you with the grace and faith for you to do it! Thinking back, God has always been telling me little bit of what is about to come, only ONCE (which was quite some time ago) that He said specifically this would happen. Back then, I was thinking 'this is impossible....' but as time passes, God always told me "you will be used for something greater" that I have something else more important to do. Never in my mind I thought this would be the 'great things' or 'something greater'.
I guess this is it? (Probably, who know!)
But right now, it's something pretty big for me. It sounds so scary and yet exciting! I can't wait to see what God has planned for me in the days to come.
29 For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.
(Romans 11:29)
